Dranzer28

आई असते माउली, प्रेमळ ती स्वभावनी, तर बाप असतो सावली, खडकाळ पाणी... आई जाणते मुलांचे मन, समजते त्यांचे बोल, बाप करतो 

Nobody knows it's empty, this smile that I wear The real one is left in the past, 'cz you have left me there… Nobody knows I'm crying, they won't even see my tears When they think that I'm laughing, I still wish you were here… Nobody​ knows it's painful, they think I'm so strong They say this won't kill me, but I wonder if they were wrong… Nobody knows I'm praying that you'll change your mind & come back They think I've let you go when you'd left me behind… Nobody knows I miss you, they think I feel set free I feel like I'm trapped with you, bound in our past… Nobody knows I need you, they say

I hated it when you kept me awake at night I hated it when I couldn't beat you in a fight I hated the mornings that lacked your presence I hated the nights you vanished while I missed you immense I hated the sadness you missed from my eyes I hated the fence that bound my voice I hated your ignorance when I sounded so low I hated that I said yes when I wanted to say no.. I hated it when you made me wait so long I hated even more when you just forgot & smiled on.. I hated it when you turned me so numb I hated even more when I acted so dumb.. I hated when we reached the end of our flow But it's better that way, because I loved you so...

I just don't know anymore,what is going around me Is this wrong or right, how things I want them to be? I feel so helpless and I feel so confused Do I really regret the words that I used? I'm stuck between you, my life and my love I can't choose in between, never will meet these two end... I want both in my life, but how is this possible? Someone help me through this, to make things bearable...

Staring out the window in the dark night Soulless eyes looking on without their sight Feeling so cold, feeling so lost Feeling like pulling curtains on a show apart Emotions disguised behind a stone-hearted wall Trying to avoid this bottomless fall Piercing shards of ice-like words Cuts so deep, burning phantom cords The warmth in which I burrowed myself It's loosing power that it held in itself I long for the time I had it all Saying I could do without it, how I had the gall?

Very special thanx to my beta Gemenice for helping me out with this! ^_^ xxx The one with Tyson He was sitting in the same swing for over an hour now. People were staring but he paid no attention. It was sort of weird after all, for a 17 year old boy to sit on the swing and even for over an hour at that. He wasn't even swinging; only sat there holding the chains and staring at the ground. His bright blonde hair was shining with lightly orange hue in the evening light. His baby blue eyes were shining with tears that sat there on edge of falling, but no-one paid attention to it. He was occasionally watching a small family enjoying, just bei

Two days. Two days since they had managed what seemed like the impossible and yanked Lucifer out of Cas. Two days since the devil had been shoved back in his cage, with the enthusiastic if terrified help from Rowena. She’d bolted after that, disappearing as if she had never been there in the first place. To be honest, Dean didn’t even notice. All of his attention was on Cas, slumped over in the middle of the warding symbol they’d spraypainted on the floor of the warehouse they’d lured him to. Dean had no idea why Amara had let him go nor did he care. All he cared about was Cas. With Sam’s help, they hoisted up C